{ Underneath the Stars.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

over over over

12:47 PM

hooray... my burden is off my shoulder le... AGM finally over.

had fun, fun and more fun. saw JY, SY, Eric and PC at the AGM. photos will be up soon =)

sorry to SY who had to wait for us after AGM haha cos we stayed in the LT until 11.30pm haha! a very de long-winded talking session with the new committee.

farhan cried (expected haha) and Jhon too! (too unbelievable)

many things i did not say last nite... might have jus cried as well. but i din.

but to the old com, i still wanna say these 2 sentences i wrote for all of u during my valedictorian speech at grad ceremony:

"Looking back, i would like to use this opportunity to personally thank all who have helped me, tolerated my moods, supported and helped me in becoming who i am today. I think all of us here have been shaped by the pple we met in TP, so we shld thank each other"

without sme, i am nobody.
without u, i am nothing.

thousands of apologies
thousands of thanks

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so... we drag we take photos... left sch at 12mid night i guess. left only me, hanz, san, weng, jhon, larry and SY. went to E! hub, chilled at mac cafe until 2plus am cos bowling alley has 50pple on waiting list??? seriously ki siao.

but the chilling/gossip session in the end becoming jhon talking abt NS, counting down to NS when he haven even enlist? and talking abt swimming hahaha! like tat say not funny.... but when jhon keep on blabbering abt swimming.... it's a non stop laughter!!!

Jhon, i will miss u and MC abt those stupid and funny blabberings and laughters!

but luckily when we go back there at 2plus, we got 2 lanes to play! haha... first round winner goes to WENG! haha

Second and third round winner..... LARRY! haha... so fun....

play until bowling alley closed. LOL tat's like 5am. den larry, weng and jhon took cab home.

left san, me , hanz and SY. wanted to slowly walk to interchange continue with chit chat session but it rained! damn haha

so we also took cab home... hanzy walk home. so sad next time we shall continue!

reach home 5.40am...

now 31may 1.15pm. and i'm already typing this post, talking to YJ online. slept for only 6hrs.

now comes the sad part.... 1st YJ called me a dumb dumb. 2nd: my white handbag, a present from JY, San, sandy and Mel Ho, is badly stained. and i really do not know why. already sent to laundry and it cost me 25bucks!

but.. sad is not abt money but heartache cos it's my bdae present and i like it alot. Sorry guys.

really sorry. haiz....

now dumb dumb toking to dumb dumb online. cos no one else is awake yet?

happy yet sianz...

juniors... study hard for term test (next week) i wish u all the best! see ya at next sunday's outing, which i guess is a bowling session again haha.

2pm: haiz... YJ practically ignoring me cos last nite we nvr jio him. SORRY! i think also no use arh... he's disappointed as like he said he is.

haiz.. YJ singapore gonna flood again lah... dun angry le. =(

nothing to do now. haven had brunch. hungry, sad, pondering. month of June is here.
dunno to laugh or cry. practically i have no time for friends, family or for myself.

Schedule:
7June: not free, sorry sme. xxx pls know where u wanna go and time too.
10June-11June: DSTA orientation (social etiquette lesson -.-" i think i will fail)
13june: CCA Merit Award Ceremony
14June: Outing (specially for xx worz)
16-20June: DSTA-OBS Singapore
21June: E2 Matrix Sub Com Camp (will drop by)
23June: DSTA Orientation
24th-7July: Japan

other days... i might just be working so very sad life i have... so if u wanna meet up with me... book early! haha... seriously... Month of June meet ups have to be by personal booking.

sadded.

anywayz.... thanks ying jian!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

hmmmmm

10:15 PM

came 2 NUS letters... both saying i'm selected for the scholarship; one is NUS Gobal Merit Scholarship, the other is the Faculty of Engineering Scholarship.

dunno to laugh or wad. letters came very late. i'm already an official DSTA scholar le... haha...

life full of twists and turns??? haha... both bondless scholarships... not sad at all haha. cos it's very very difficult to be accepted for those scholarships.

and came 1 TP Letter. I got the CCA Merit Award once again. haha. another certificate into the portfoilo. =)

tmr's SME AGM le... haha... finally stepping down. came back from sch not long ago. juniors all chong-ing for term tests.

den me and jhon realised.... we throw back all our maths 3 to the lecturer! OMG... haha bad news for me.

need to start studying soon. i'm not kiasu. but a motivation behind studying haha. have to maintain a CAP 4.0 out of 5.0 in NUS and graduate with a 2nd class (upper) for DSTA. haha.

ki siao i guess. hahaha....

gonna slp soon. Hooray tmr no work! cos no doctor on duty haha.... happy life for tmr and sat.

Monday, May 26, 2008

pissed off day

2:09 PM

today's a bad day... bloody pissed off.

DSTA din receive my documents... so my deed signing tmr is called off. So where's my documents? damn. gonna call them at 3pm to see how.

Next, sent email to push the AGM G.O.H timing to 6.30pm. End up knowing deputy director cant make it cos he has appointment.

Cant blame Mr. Cheah. Asked if the juniors wan me to pass the invitation to Mr. Cheah and Mr. Yue during Graduation, they say no need. (grad day i was in the VIP reception with D.D and CM)

Den end up knowing they couldnt find D.D and Mr Yue, had to pass to Mr Kwek and he pass it to D.D and Mr Yue. (W.T.S)

so tat was like 22nd May. Yah... only one week or even less den they inform the D.D and CM.

can u all start learning how to do things in advance? Sad to say but I'm really super dissappointed cos D.D wun be attending the AGM.

haiyaz... super pissed off right now. DSTA stuffs are always having trouble. I still need to survive thru june... after tat i'm flying off to Japan le....

disappointment. to my brother as well.

jus felt like crying. haiz but cant. cos i'm still gonna work from 2.30-4.30pm.

2.30pm: DSTA called saying they received my documents but my dad's income tax is wrong.

couldnt work any more. I gave up. wrote the declaration letter for my dad and left it with fana's mum so tat she can fax for me later on. Took cab rush home.

in the end, called dad, called IRAS, called bro and called DSTA. Cried again while talking to my bro cos IRAS pple tell me the income tax statement keyed in wrongly and he's the one who keyed in dad's income tax.

Everything and anything tat goes wrong with my DSTA revolved around my bro. Felt like stabbing myself.

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called and called and called. den send emails. Jus to reassure the DSTA personnels tat my dad's income is suitable to be my guarantor.

until now still not confirm if i can sign the deed tmr...

really and seriously...

leave me alone.... at least for the time being.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

我以为。。。

9:16 PM

我以为泪已干了，我真的以为。

5月12日

四川 8级大地震，摧毁了一切。

每天阅读联合早报，是必然的习惯。每阅读一篇报道，都会默默地流下悲痛的眼泪。随着日子一天一天地过，眼泪一天一天地减少，或许心已经麻木了。

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但或许我错了。晚间7点，"让爱川流不息" 开始播出。起初，心情是平静的。但当新加坡民防部队队长开始回顾他们在红白镇救灾的点点滴滴和救灾的画面，眼泪又流下了。敬佩他们的不辞劳苦的努力。

眼泪就此一流不止。13 451 学校在此地震被摧毁，9000多师生还下落不明。

天然灾害无法避免，老天是残忍的。

不知该写什么了。。。

愿幸存者，早日找到继续生活下去的力量。
愿落难者，早日在天堂安息。

Saturday, May 24, 2008

More Graduation Photos!

5:22 PM

More photos of graduation ceremony... contributed by the rich uncle, marcus chong.

Photo with Mr Yue and Director Mrs Lay:

Good Frens for life.... I hope. Although i know marcus hates to hear dis, "See ya 2yrs later in NUS my future juniors" haha!

Photo with Charmine Oei.... she has these teary eyes everytime i met her during grad ceremony...

Nice tutor although din taught me before.... but she's super duper nice. =)

Photo with Mr Foo and Mr Lum:

Even during graduation, Mr Foo still asking me if i know marcus now. haha.... seriously i dun know why but everytime he talks to me or i talk to him.... Marcus's name always without fail is being mentioned.

does tat happens to marcus? haha i wonder.

one camera down... several cams and more photos to be gathered....

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Weeeeeee part 2

11:39 PM

yeah yeah.... graduated le.... finally a TP grad.

i have lots of photos with other pple, total is 7cameras haha...

waited 2hrs until it's our turn to take certs.... so tat 2 hrs... me, jhon and marcus been talking since the ceremony starts - and talking non stop until our turn. haha

surprising since marcus sitting in between me and jhon.... so very difficult to talk to jhon. instead me and marcus talk non stop.... even though we only know each other well enuff and start talking to each other like only today, during the ceremony?

i only know him thru mr foo... who forever talks abt him and forever puts me into the conversation of marcus abt wad ever fighting over the number 1 position. -.-"

okie lah at least he din daoz me like he did during the nus tea talk... if u ever read this... i purposely write in here de!

i think my speech was terrible... haha cos even i know my voice was shaky...haha but who cares.

IT'S OVER!

Oh oh photo taking...

felt like super stars when we took photos with the VIPs...

cameras everywhere.... dunno where to look haha. so fun running ard but super duper hot weather. cannot tahan.

took lots of photos...

me giving speech haha...

Medallist of IBT, Telecommunication and Mechatronics with the Big Shots:
As u can see from the photo, the girls are all very de short... -.-"

Proud Parents? i wonder haha:

Medallists of Mechatronics - Me, Jhon and Marcus with Mr Cheah and Mr Yue.

i think Mr Cheah very cute haha... he starts eating the moment he steps into the reception room. oops haha... but yah i think he's one very different and supportive deputy director. =)

A very big and sincere thanks to Mr Cheah and Mr Yue for the un-dying support for us and SME.

Proud Lecturer of M503 with 2 Medallists in his class haha.

And a proud Advisor of SME:

Okie so all these are from my camera... all the very glamous photos when i haven perspire much and still looking good haha....

when i went back SME room to take more photos, those were i think un-glamous liao hhahaa..... so will have to wait for the rest of the photos before i post more photos

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Weeeeeeeeee

12:13 PM

Weeeeeee.... tmr's graduation ceremony le... finally gonna be a TP grad. haha

anywayz hands are aching and tired after knitting for 3 days... * haha jus joking 1hr+ per day lah*

made 2 pouches... one too small can only put coins and the other (bigger) wanted to put passport size things but ended up being too small also.

the bigger pouch actually i made it for a 7inch long zipper... den along the way it shrinks and shrinks and shrinks as i knitted it into the shape i wan. WAHAHA... so end up the zipper cant be used. LOL

Qin jun if u reading dis do let me know... haha i show u my pouches. it's not those HP pouch u have been making. haha...

going sch soon. to see see look look at Ennovation week. and today got graduation ceremony too. so maybe will get to see familiar faces again.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

what's happening

7:06 PM

okie let's see wad happen during the past few days... cos i'm too lazy to update.

10-05-2008 (Saturday)

Ying Jian's 21st Birthday party at Changi Aloha Chalet

Birthday cake and eggs with traffic light colours? haha i only know there's such thing as auspicious red eggs but yah... eggs with trafflic light colours... something new...

anyway theme was traffic light colours so everyone wore either red, yellow or green ahah...

E2 Matrix Gang:

SME Gang:

First Present from SME: A shirt....

One of the gifts from E2... a shirt as well....

SME's 2nd present: ANOTHER shirt but now filled with photos... haha

so in total, yj has 3 more shirts which he cant wear any of it hahaha! and it's traffic light colours again!

SME's 3rd and 4th present: Nike shoes and bottle

haha... so hey Y2J.. wishing u all the best for ur future endeavour and HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!

okie... next...

14-05-2008 (TODAY)

I have abrasion on my ankle again... reason is very stupid...

went for grdauation rehearsal today, reach abt 3pm but had to wait cos the lecturers were also rehearsing how and what to do.

waited for 1 and a half hours (anyway i was entertained by the lecturers haha cos they cant pronouce very odd names and they were like teasing each other)

and yeap finally my turn for speech rehearsal... and i need to rehearse from the point i get my gold medal till i go up to make the speech.

so the time frame from me getting the gold medal till my turn to make the speech is only less than 10min?

Award given in such order:

Diploma in Intelligent Building Technology: Bronze, Silver and Gold

Diploma in Mechatronics: Bronze, Silver and Gold (tat's me)

Diploma in Microelectronics: Bronze, Silver and Gold

Basically the time frame is only 3 pple from Microelectronics receiving the medal.

And i need to walk from the stage... to the back door of the covention centre, RUN from the back door i exited to another door for entrance and walk gracefully to the backstage.

and when i say "RUN" i really did run on HIGH HEELS.... and when i reach the backstage, i only had time to catch my breath (hopefully enuff time for me to drink water) and go up stage again to make my speech.

2nd round of rehearsal was better cos i cant even think of "what is the feeling of being nervous" when i cant even catch my breath.

okie... tat's how my abrasion came about. Stupid? yah i think so too.

Lukai's gonna be in the same situation as me... but he's a guy on SHOES not HEELS.

Valedictorian for my graduation session is not confirmed cos marcus din even attend the rehearsal (din even answer his HP) will confirm during the next 2 days i guess.

but to think of it.... aiya it's rather funny and stupid to wear my graduation gown, heels (looking so nice) and run from one point to another.... SPOIL IMAGE!

haha... 10years down the road i will definitely laugh at myself. LOL

Saturday, May 10, 2008

sui ran wo yuan yi

12:17 PM

虽然我愿意

zhu ni kai xin

12:16 PM

祝你开心

wu jia ke hui

12:15 PM

无家可回

yi ren yi ban

12:14 PM

一人一半

He sat besides us while singing! *shy* Closed up filming and interaction. haha.. he's cute too. =)

Friday, May 9, 2008

伍家辉校园演唱会 09052008

8:43 PM

伍家辉校园演唱会 09052008

he's one very good singer.... 加油！will always support u cos ur voice amazed me during the TP concert...

Lots of laughter lots of good song.... and a very good host from FM100.3.

Took lots of pictures and 4videos... enjoy!

concert tickets for me and QJ

Look who went down to play game...... *Pi Wen!!!*

laughter laughter and more laughter....

from the 拖鞋短裤双胞胎 (tat are not real brothers haha) and piwen who went there not to sing but to take photos haha....

Look who came to support 伍家辉 - his musical producer 黄韵仁

Videos videos videos

will be up tmr morning haha.... internet too laggy....

haha so happy! the last song he sang was 一人一半 and he came over to sit besides Qin Jun!!! haha... so i'm like one seat away from him, recording and enjoying his singing!!!

oh and he's so cute too... haha...

tmr tmr tmr... hopefully the videos will be up tmr!

smiley smilez...

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Kanasai Day

10:04 PM

okie... the day was supposed to be good... cos nothing went wrong when i did full shift at the clinic..

BUT KNS... my day was spoilt by 2 emails.

first email: DSTA

3 days workshop and 5 days Outward Bound Singapore from 10June to 23June. Tat is still okie when i first started to read the email.

8 july DSTA-DSO Scholarship Award Ceremony and scholars have to present a performance!

KNS KNS KNS.... my Japan trip was supposed to be during tat time for 14days. Now wad and how???

Last resort: fly off immediately after my ceremony and come back 14days later.

Reason: me and qin jun still have to do bidding for our subjects and we dunno when and i'm supposed to get my registration pack by the second week of july. wad the shit.

When can i enjoy my trip?!

2nd email: NUS

i'm supposed to go for a special briefing on 17may 2pm-4pm for admission into NUS.

KNS i read the agenda and i already know wad's gonna happen lah! i went for one of ur briefing already and u want me to go again?

HELLO! NUS is not near my house!

ARGHHHHHH........

i already prepared to go on work leave for 2 weeks in July and now everything is disrupted... sian sian sianz....

Jus another KNS day...

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

for fun

9:19 AM

was packing up my stuffs and i realised the pair of hp chain, which i got it about 2years ago, had all these written at the back of the package (after 2years haha)

傳説

每個人的身邊都有一位守護天使，
幫助我們遠離災禍，得到幸福。
只要相信誠心祈求，
守護天使隨時為我們守候。

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digged out a card even older than the hp chains, i guess this horoscope card is about 6-7years old? haha...

白羊座的性格特質
好勝好強，正義感強，有一點霸氣，脾氣急躁。
有動勁，凡事都想追求第一。天生領導人，積極鬥智高昂，有開拓者的精神。

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還有好多，可是我懶得寫了。

不管性格是什麼，只要活得開心，無悔意之心，那才是最重要的。

因爲後悔只是身活上的另一個包袱。

沁筠 - 標準的楽天派
Fana - 隨性派
我 - 完美主義派（並不否認... haha）

活得開心就好！

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

my schedule

1:16 PM

came into the clinic at 12.15pm. Too early cos my shift starts only at 2.30pm.

haha oh wells, went for x-ray too bloody early so came to the clinic jus for the air-con. weather's too hot for me to stay out - i will melt haha!

okie schedlue for this week:

wednesday: go gym (if i can wake up) den go school until late night i guess.
thursday: work, work and work.
Friday: work from morning to late afternoon. den go for wu jia hui's tp concert with QJ at 6pm (if san is able to get 2 tickets for me). After concert, rushing down to Ying Jian's Chalet - hopefully i dun get lost -.-"
Saturday: Chalet
Sunday: At home KO-ing.

so packed.... hopefully i dun fall sick cos i have rehearsal on 14th May... I need my voice!!!

Drink lots of water....

i need all the rest i need.... zzzzzzzz

tat's all. smilez

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Gym Day

7:32 PM

my whole body is achy... went to planet fitness gym with fana's mum (accompany her) and her 1st daughter aka traitor din join in.

*(ME = 2nd daughter HAHA...)

Fana's mum signed a 3months contract and me, i got free complimentary 7 days pass to go into the gym and i can jus continue to get the 7 days pass for as long as i like (tat's wad the membership consultant, Max said)

haha.. reason: i'm half planet fitness member. -.-"

the gym i joined, True Fitness closed down...zzzzzz and they transferred us to planet fitness but i only have access to only 3 of their outlets (so bloody far) and parkway outlet is not one of the choice.

it's damn irritating cos i haven gotten my membership card (like near 2months already) and they haven terminate my contract. If not i will jus joined planet fitness with Fana's mum and getting all 6 outlet access!!!!

complain complain complain...

i'll complain until they willingly terminate my contract.

so tat's the story of me able to get free complimentary 7 day pass.

thanks to Max Woon. haha...

achy achy body... have to stop eating at 9pm until tmr morning 9am for full medical checkup.

Fana's mum, dun be late please. haha. she knows why.

gonna watch tv... charity show.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Tired and Happy Day

11:38 PM

11.40pm

I jus reach home... whole day burned out. Worked from 8.45am to 4.45pm with no lunch break.

Den went straight for badminton.... badminton was nice but i was too tired to play for long... Sorry GUYS... yeap all guys and I'm the only flower there with Fana watching.

went to eat until now... Thanks Fana's mum for sending me home.

Woohoo... saw TP letter again... dunno wad is it dis time.

i receiving 2 awards during Graduation Ceremony.

1) FESTO Prize for best student in "Aircraft Propulsion System" Subject
2) SMRT Corporation Course Gold Medal (Top Student of the course)

haha surprising for the first award... my first reaction was... "uhmmm there's such a award? orh okie...." HAHA...

so i supposed there's a award for very subject????? SO ODD!!!!

whatever... haha cant be bothered cos i jus waiting for graduation to see the proud face on my parents (since they dun really bother to attend at first) and TAKE LOTS OF PHOTOS with SME AND MECHA PPLE!!! Yeah!

who cares about winning award haha it's just another bonus for me...

donez.... i'm too tired to continue blogging and my hand is aching from badminton.

tat's all.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Labour Day

9:03 PM

Today's labour day... and a boring one too.

basically, I slept the whole day. haha. And yes i do wake up to eat, BUT i'm not growing any fatter - only 44kg. A typical lifestyle any gals would want haha... eat all she wants and not growing any fatter. =) I'm the lucky one.

Watched tv just now, found a nice place to eat buffet at a not too expensive rate - Marine Square Centre Stage. Anyone wants to go? but i dun think it's halal SORRY FANA!!

haha. all i can think now is FOOD, cos i'm hungry and my dinner was like just a mere 2hrs++ ago. waiting for my supper! haha. (my mum cant stand my eating habits haha)

i think alot of gals wanna kill me for eating so much and not growing fat. =P

jokes aside. it's really very boring.

Gonna edit my speech and send it out before Ms Chua chase me after it -.-"
it will just keep me occupied for the next 10min?