我. 累. 了.
Seriously. I. AM.
half of pro-term has actually gone past in a flash and it's hard not to think of the future that lies ahead, especially when there are 17 of us that are deploy-able after 16th nov. Out of 17 of us, there are 13 mechanical graduates "fighting" for limited posting in the different platforms. Worse of all, the previous batch has already taken up most positions.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really down on luck.... Not a smooth sailing journey since the start, though I managed to make some very good friends. Supposed to be in the previous batch, graduate with my friends and probably being able to secure better postings, yet I still here stuck in training school. Nevertheless, it is still wonderful to be with these "kids", though filled with regrets not being in previous batch but I still feel blessed to be with my current new friends.
staring at the computer screen thinking what else to write, yet my mind is thinking of what time to start studying and when will I have time to do the drawings for ming jun. Sadly, this weekend is totally for mugging. Haven't studied anything for the past weeks in school, feeling rather guilty. Now I shall pay back using my precious weekend.
anyway I still owe ming jun a couple of drawings which he reminded me yesterday. Shall and maybe get it done over the weeks of base attachment. On the side note, I probably need to change my blog skin soon but i'm just too lazy to do so.
ST... a period of up and downs. sometimes i just wanna run away from it yet at times i found tons of fun. Fun especially in the armskote room, cant describe in now but i'm just so glad that I managed to "won" tat job. haha....
it's the day i P.O.P from BMT (and yes I signed on for those who dun know) 10 weeks past real fast, so fast and so saddening. maybe Perly was rite, how i wish the days in tekong could just continue on forever without having to part with one another. But face it, life goes on...
10weeks, from strangers to close friends. From being outcast by the coy guys to being accepted and helping one another in the process.
Pegasus.Platoon 2.Army Boys.Save the girls. And no they did not save me, but many thanks for walking with me during the 12km route march.
From unfamiliar grounds to a place I forward going to. It's not because I'm crazy but it's because of the people that's there.
Learnt alot from the commanders and I'm thankful that they are always there with much support and encouragements.
I'm not sure wad else to say, partly cos my brain is shutting down real soon. so tat's for all for now I guess.